why?!!!

Why' [Umyeong]

I dont really know love
I didnt know it would come to me like this
My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love
If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn't have started in the first place
Like a fool,
I am regretting this late
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this,
I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that
I could always call you
What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
I wished that you wouldnt be my love
I wished that it wouldnt be you
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this,
I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can't contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,It makes it even more hard..