泪。。。流回去！！！！我不要酱。。好痛。。
情愿坦白。。狠狠的刺我一刀，也不愿谎言的存在。。求求你。。
我真的不要。。。
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
感恩。。
七个星期了。。七个星期。。没回家了。。
幸好，圣诞节连续假期五天。。不然，如果我在继续傻傻的呆在这里。。一定疯了。。哈哈。。谢谢圣诞老公公。。的圣诞节礼物~回家！！^^ muackxX~
原来。。
当我们停下脚步执著着某些事时。。四周的一切人与物。。都在不停的转变。。执著，或许只会停顿了自己的步伐。。而忘了。。身边，还有一些更重要的值得我们去珍惜。。原来，七个星期而已，一个人可以改变的如此惊人。。真的，好害怕时间的垂残。。我没有想象中的坚强，可是，我会学习接受。。
爸，很对不起，好久都没回家了。。你真的消瘦了很多很多。。好害怕！！我真的好害怕。。或许，我只小就是个害怕缺乏安全感的女孩。。您，真的苍老了很多。。您要好好照顾身体哦。。记得吃胖些。。要乖乖戒口噢。。真的好想姐可以抽多些时间回家。。因为，我知道。。拥有时就必须要珍惜。。等到失去时，已经太迟了。。爸，你一定会健康长命的。。因为，我们都爱你。。~~
爸妈，得空时，我一定会多些回家的。。因为家时最温暖的。。几天的时间，呆在家，心情也平静了很多。。妈，你是最好的聆听者。。伤心的最佳良药。。感恩，我所拥有的一切。。！！！！惜缘。。
Sunday, December 21, 2008
......
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
孤单的夜里我不孤单。。
“寂寞难耐”啊。。孤单的感觉。。真的有些悲哀噢！！
明天就是过冬了。。一个人在宿舍。。午餐吭着杯面。。除了对着电脑。。还是电脑。。原本要回家的计划临时“泡汤”了。。只因，昨晚等到11 时多，他才说来载我。。可是，老妈说算了，回来也没时间做些什麽。。那就，算咯！！原来，等待的感觉真的。。不好过。。老姐最讨厌等了。。哈哈。。
孤单单的对着四面墙发呆。。真的有些“面壁思过”，近来也发生了许多不愉快的事，我也。。好几个深夜了。。控制不了的泪，滑落了下来。。寂寞的房间，真的。。不想去想酱多了，不然。。好难过噢。。好想出去透透气噢！！真害怕，继续呆在这，我会窒息。。
夜晚，原本和ahh gor去secret吃的。。可是，因为下大雨。。所以，只好一个人去hb3 dabao。。雨，下的好大，好大噢！！我差不多都被淋湿了。。雨，能把我淋醒吗？！！不知何时，真的好讨厌下雨了，因为。。我也不知为什麽。。以前，最爱看雨的我是乎消失了。。傻婆，回来吧！！好想念那个什麽事哭过就算的爱哭包。。
曾近，在我住院时，有个男孩告诉我。。他的theory，伤心难过时，吃甜的东西会好过些。。原来，还真有效。。买了些choc回房吃，感觉真的好些呢！！可是，choc希望不会pop痘痘啦！！哈哈。。男孩，谢谢你！！曾近在我就无聊的时候，住院那期间，应许我来烦你。。
老妈子。。放心吧！！！我不是个食言的人。。我没事的！！因为。。你的lui lui最乐观了。。^^加油吧，傻婆！！！学习坚强些。。
Sunday, December 14, 2008
hapi hapi ^^
yea yea...!!!!!超级“大餐”。。
sushi+shabu shabu+blueberry cheese cake = yummy+fei po+hapi.....^^
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
ridsect!!!!4 killin "chong chong"!!!!!haha...^^
thank Q gor gor 帮我捉“chong chong”！！！yea yea,finali我的电脑没有virus liao....n it was faster den last tim!!!!真的。。gam xia..gam xia.....不然，3天的public holida我在这里。。不发霉都假！！而且全部都balik kampung liao....剩下我一个孤单单的在这里。。。lonely,i feel so lonely....哈哈。。。感恩！！！
真的很糟了。。我的电脑！！！简直就比乌龟还慢！！！！从下午两点。。到晚上8。30才完成format n installin process!!!!my god!!!!!不过，过程不重要。。结论就是，我有电脑用了！！！哈哈。。。^^反正回来宿舍也是发霉，结果。。待在gor gor家一整天了！！！还好。。。我老妈子。。“开通”。。没骂我在人家家待一天！！！谢天谢地啊！！！可是，真得很无聊啊！！！没电脑的生涯。。加上昨晚。。因为。。old town white coffee+over high...我五点多才睡。。早上十点多就醒了。。my god!!!!beh tahan….结果，居然在ahh gor家的客厅沙发睡着了！！！哈哈。。。还好没流口水，不然。。哈哈。。谢谢有人忘了拍照。。^^
“乌龟电脑”。。^^
"无聊时间”。。老哥超“大”的鞋！！！
Sunday, December 7, 2008
crzay nite in old town!!!!!!!
calculus exam后，第一样要做的东西...当然...就是...医“肚子”啦！！想了好久好久....好久.....！！！！ahh miss kim kim说去old town....结
果...OKU de me....oku酱就以来，第一次尝试坐巴士！！哈哈....“疯了的old town之旅”！！
“孤单的背影”。。哈哈。。=P
yea yea!!!!!!
我是superman...supergurl..!!!! XD
两位。。“STOP” 扮cool lo...哈哈。。！！！
gay lou pak tuo-ing...!!!!haha....=P
QQ~ chin chin....muahaha....old town....
1....2...3....cheese!!!!!
omg!!!!! 2 gay lou kissin dere.....18 sx!!!!!canot c!!!! XD
while waitin bus!!!!!in street mall....
wahhh....look at chin chin's leg!!!!yer......
oopss...stupig bus....stop fetchin ppl d...
oku de 1000m!!!!beck 2 mmu....swt....
crazy jor....run into middle of d road jz 4 tk pic!!!!!if my mum noe...sure kill me de....haha....
yeahh...is my father's road!!!!!muahaha....
yess!!!!stil left 500m....oku...gambatte!!!!
yippie!!!!!oku oso able 2 walk jor....XD
huh?!!....mama....wher's my mama?!!!
yer....so "sexy" de pose!!!!haha....=)
phew fit!!!!!!
wahh....so "man" de chin chin...haha...
argghhh....y gt monkey de!!!!?
omg!!!mama...help me...monkey ahh...!!!!!!
"yeng" lehh...!!!!haha....
on d way walkin beck .....1km!!!!!!
calculus exam!!!!!!
omg!!!!i totali duno hw 2 do calculus exam.....i finised it in half an hrs n cam out early!!!!!!cham laa.....sure fail jor de...haiz...bt wat 2 do....i reali duno mahh...!!!!haha....bt nvrm laa....who care...!!!!!
jacq n me!!!!c,so many ppl stil inside d exam hall.....haha^^
while waitin 4 others ppl cum out fr exam hall....v takin pic at dere!!!!!rmmu charity concert....
nitez b4 calculus exam...!!!!!!totali gv up...didnt study at al n went 2 rmmu concert!!!!haha....i so geng lehh....
REY.....althought i duno them...bt their band so geng lehh...!!!!veri handsom oso.....i lik... XD
REY.....one of d leng zhai group member....name JoHn....
omg...my clasmate dancin on d stage....haha... =P
can c which 1 is my leng zhai clasmate?!!!..hehe....
red shirt de!!!!OC....my senior...name....ahh chou...."CCB"....muahaha...paiseh yaa!!!!!
hmmp.....playin game tim!!!!!!ahh chou "sexy voice"....gt a bit sound pollution...haha.....
m'sia singer....4get her name d....but her song quite nice ehh!!!!!
mr.Ivan on d stage!!!!!!standin bside d leng lui mc de...
man jiang hong......both oso so leng zhai lehh....
yerr....gt 1 "ahh pon" dancin on d stage!!!!omg....!!!!Saturday, November 29, 2008
Meaningful love...advices for u..
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
both ways...
To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not
going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
both ways...
To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not
going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
Friday, November 28, 2008
迷失了方向的我！！！
好快噢！！！2nd sem 酱快又week 3了。。讨厌啦！！！midterm又到了。。。
可是，可是。。可是。。我什麽都没做到。。！！！好像真的好“颓废”了。。。sobz sobz。。。
真的越来越笨了。。。我。。这学期好像lecturer所讲的都进不到脑里。。。不知怎麽了。。好害怕哦！！！！未来的路是没有回头了。。。真的如当初所知道的一样，一踏入，不管怎样都得挨了！！！不只是一个foundation而已，而是5年的路！！！面对着不喜欢的科，又能怎办呢？！尝试爱上他吗?!!我能吗?...当初，曾经告诉过老妈，我能的！！可是。。如果。。就将放弃，哪。。我不就是开了张空口支票？！！。。。我最不爱promise人了。。我真的不爱许下无法做到的承若。。。好想相信，我可以做到。。。可是。。。算了吧！！！
未来的路，就是因。。。一个选择。。！！！不管是对的抉择，还是错的。。都应要由自己承当吧！！爸妈，对不起！！！我真的好笨哦！！！可是，我希望我还可以相信我做到的。。。虽然我知道如果我要求换系，你们一定会答应的。。可是，即使是换系，我好像也是。。失去方向了。。好失败，就连换系的勇气都没有，宁可呆在这里！！！加油吧！！！傻婆。。。
可是，可是。。可是。。我什麽都没做到。。！！！好像真的好“颓废”了。。。sobz sobz。。。
真的越来越笨了。。。我。。这学期好像lecturer所讲的都进不到脑里。。。不知怎麽了。。好害怕哦！！！！未来的路是没有回头了。。。真的如当初所知道的一样，一踏入，不管怎样都得挨了！！！不只是一个foundation而已，而是5年的路！！！面对着不喜欢的科，又能怎办呢？！尝试爱上他吗?!!我能吗?...当初，曾经告诉过老妈，我能的！！可是。。如果。。就将放弃，哪。。我不就是开了张空口支票？！！。。。我最不爱promise人了。。我真的不爱许下无法做到的承若。。。好想相信，我可以做到。。。可是。。。算了吧！！！
未来的路，就是因。。。一个选择。。！！！不管是对的抉择，还是错的。。都应要由自己承当吧！！爸妈，对不起！！！我真的好笨哦！！！可是，我希望我还可以相信我做到的。。。虽然我知道如果我要求换系，你们一定会答应的。。可是，即使是换系，我好像也是。。失去方向了。。好失败，就连换系的勇气都没有，宁可呆在这里！！！加油吧！！！傻婆。。。
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
jco^^
jco.....half way eatin.....after being scold by sumone.....sweet^^ thx,kak...sellin jco when im so hungry!!!!!n so sad.......
when oku go gym!!!!!
xx ruba!!!!!my coursemate.....
xx oku go gym......jz 4 "bai pose" nia....haha..!!!!wif wearin jean n slipper...... XD
xx my roomie n me.....kip on possing.....hehe..... =P
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